LGBTQ

Book Review: Suicide Notes from Beautiful Girls by Lynn Weingarten by A.M. Molloy

Suicide Notes from Beautiful Girls

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Suicide Notes from Beautiful Girls 〰️

Well this book was a rollercoaster from start to finish. There were so many twists I didn't see coming. Especially when it comes to the dead girl, well, not being dead. And when the ending line of the books blurb says "Now Delia is dead. And June owes it to her to find out the truth... which is far more complicated that she ever could have imagined." Well. It wasn't kidding. It was way more complicated. In that sense I'm not saying the story itself was a complicated read, just that all the plot twists were a kick in the gut for June over and over, until she can barely tell reality from fabrication.

I feel for June. She was the best of friends with Delia. But then they grew apart, as some friendships do. (Especially if you see your bestie kissing your boyfriend). But when she learns of Delia's suicide, she realizes all the potential their friendship had and how she'll never get the chance to be there for her friend again.

I was hooked right from the very beginning. Though I will admit, the first half of the book reminded me of Holly Jackson's "A Good Girl's Guide to Murder." I loved that book (the whole trilogy really). But I wasn't sure I was into reading another story about someone trying to solve a murder. (Well, suicide in this case). But then the first big twist happened. I'm sure people probably say it coming, but I'm very clueless a lot of the time so I was blinded when it happened. Never expected Delia to fake her own death. I was truly thinking this was going to be AGGGTM kind of story where June goes down lots of crazy rabbit wholes to discover the truth about her friends death.

But here we are! She's alive! And we now have a new POV, from Delia. And we can see how manipulative and obsessive she really is. It was all of June. It was like Delia knew what would happen to them in the future and planned it out from the first moment they met. Maybe she had some grand scheme. Maybe she only thought of her plan later on. Either way, it was a wild ride to read.

The only thing I didn't really like about this book is that it portrayed bisexuals in a negative light. Because I kind of see Delia as the villain and wether is is bi, pan, gay, whatever, her and Ashling make the LGBTQ+ community seem a bit crazy. Not saying you should never have a queer villain. It just puts queer people in a bad light when the only LGBTQ+ people in your novel are doing bad things.

All in all, this was an excellent and quick read and I highly recommend.

Book Review: The Prom by Saundra Mitchell by A.M. Molloy

The Prom

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The Prom 〰️

What a cute, sad, emotional, funny, and heartwarming story. This short book was packed with all the feels.

It's sad to know that homophobia exists as strongly as it does in this book. It's sad to know that Emma's story is a reality for most queer kids with parents kicking them out after they come out. Or the constant bullying that usually follows. I'm very fortunate and blessed to have not experienced any homophobia despite being openly out for years. But sadly this can't be the case for everyone. But I love how this story explores that reality that a lot of people have to go through. (With some comedy to lighten the mood).

I'm very happy to see such a cute and happy ending. Would this happen in real life? Maybe. Maybe not. All depends on the bigots and how fast they can learn. I can see how the MCs peers came around to acceptance and admiring their wrong after learning what did they about the Bible from Barry. But I don't believe the whole school (and basically town) would turn a new leaf basically overnight, especially after Emma released her song. I mean I do think it would happen, just not as fast as the book suggest. But for the sake of the story and pacing, I'll allow a bit of suspension of my believe this one time. Plus it's just really nice to see everyone come together and realize that love is love in the end.

It's a very YA book with a heavy emphasis on homophobia done with some humor along the way. And because of how the book deals with such a hard subject for it's younger audiences, I applaud it and highly recommend this read.

Now excuse me as I go watch the Netflix musical that I just learned excited.

Book Review: Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall by A.M. Molloy

Boyfriend Material

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Boyfriend Material 〰️

I loved this book. I get that Luc isn't the most likeable MC in the world, but he was still enjoyable to read. (His self-deprecating humour was a little much, but I enjoyed the writing style, so it's forgiven). I love a good fake dating story. Though truth be told, they acted and sounded more like a real couple who casually used "fake boyfriend" a lot just to justify it being fake. But I still loved it. What can I say? I'm a sucker for romance, even if the fakeness of the fake boyfriend plot wasn't super believable.

I felt bad for Luc and all he's had to go through in life, so I was happy he found someone who loved him for him and not his questionable past. I thought Luc and Oliver were really cute together. I love opposites attract stories. Yes, they both lead very different lives, but I still saw the chemistry between them. And honestly? If they were too much the same, it would have been boring to read.

As much as I enjoyed reading this book, there were still some issues. The casual homophobia was for sure a big one. But did no one else notice that besides Luc and Oliver (and their main friends/family) that everyone was complete idiots? Like, Alex is the obvious one. How he managed to get a job, let alone keep one, is beyond me. But it seems like every other character (like Alex's fiance or random rich people) all sound like absolute idiots. Was it the "com" part of the "rom-com"? Because I don't get it. Also, as much as I loved Oliver, who actually speaks that proper (posh)? Maybe it's a British lawyer thing that I'm not aware of, but he speaks a bit like a super well-knowledgeable Victorian butler.

Also, who thought it was a good idea to have two James Royce-Royce characters? (I mean, Hall did, obviously). But I could never tell if both of them were in the same room and if so, which one was talking. Could they not have had one be called James Royce and the other James Royce-Royce? That last observation was a bit of a nitpick.

I know it sounds like there was more negative than positive in my review, but I really did truly love this story. Was it the perfect LGBTQ+ romcom? No. But did I have a blast reading it? Absolutely. Will I read the sequel? Well, I've already started. :)

Though there are some issues, I still think this book deserves to be on everyone's gay TBR list.

Book Review: Imogen, Obviously by Becky Albertalli by A.M. Molloy

Imogen, Obviously

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Imogen, Obviously 〰️

This book is near perfect, from the cover to the witty dialogue to the self-discovery story that I’m all here for, to great rep. It basically has it all, obviously. The only criticism I have, and it’s a minor nitpick, is that it may be trying a bit too hard to be super “woke,” but otherwise than that, it was awesome.

This book was such a good read. And not only that, I think this is an essential read. Imogen is straight. Or at least she thought she was until she met Tessa. And then there are people like Gretchen who basically believe that because they are part of the LGBTQ+ group, they can dictate someone’s sexuality and say they can or can’t come out later in life. (There are also non-LGBTQ+ people who think this way, but that’s beside the point). The message of this book is clear; no one can tell you when you have to come out. No one can label you. If you are a closeted bi, only liking 1% of girls, then you are still bi if that’s what you identify with, and no one can say otherwise. And if you don’t feel like it’s the right time to come out, then that is okay, too. This is your life, your body, and no one can tell you how and what you feel, even if they are part of the same community as you.

That aside, I loved how all the characters integrated with each other. I found the flirty banter between Imogen and Tesse to be well-written. I laughed a few times. Their relationship, from the start of the book to the end, made me smile. It was never toxic. It was healthy, and I love that. And I love how Lili’s friends accepted Imogen into their lives like she was there all along. I love great friendships in stories. The only toxic person was Gretchen. Gretchen’s feelings were valid but misguided. She doesn’t speak for all queer people just because she is one, even if, in her mind, she can.

This was a cute fluffy read of self-discovery, and I loved it. Reminder, at no point in your life do you have to decide, welp, I thought I was one thing so I guess I have to stay this way. People and feelings change as Imogen learns. You can grow up thinking you’re straight but later learn that maybe you’d instead identify as non-binary or that you’re ace. There is no timeline, no race.

All in all, this is a must-read.

Book Review: Ready Player Two by Ernest Cline by A.M. Molloy

Ready Player Two

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Ready Player Two 〰️

First off, I loved this book. Maybe even more than the first. The stakes were so much more real in this book. (I mean, they were high in the first, and we did see characters die, but this was global). And yes, there was still a lot of info dumping, just like in the first book, but it felt different this time. Handled better, maybe? Most of it was necessary for the story, and I found it to be written in a way that helped and didn't bog the story down, unlike most info dumps.

I also found the writing improved. There were many more character interactions and involvement with the environment than simply relaying backstory and worldbuilding. I think that is another reason I loved this story more than the first.

Don't get me wrong, I still highly enjoyed the first book. I just think this is a worthy sequel, and it ended in the best way possible. The first book had a nice ending and could have stopped there, but it was still able to have more story. And with this second book, it ended on a high note. Still not the perfect ending for our characters but the best we could get as readers. If Cline writes a third book, it would only be a cash grab and ruin this good ending. (I mean, this could still be a cash grab, but it works, so I'm not mad).

Would I ever log onto the OASIS if one were to come into our world? Probably. Would I log onto the OASIS with an ONI? Absolutely. Mostly because I could live with my cat and our happy memories forever. But I do worry I'd never leave, so I guess it's for the best we don't have this technology around at this current moment in time.

If you enjoyed the first book, are a true (or even a small) geek at heart, and enjoy nostalgia, then this book is for you.

Book Review: The Upside of Unrequited by Becky Albertalli by A.M. Molloy

The Upside of Unrequited

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The Upside of Unrequited 〰️

This book was a bit of a hit-and-miss for me. I didn't love it like the first book, but I didn't dislike it. It was just okay. It did get really good near the end, but I wasn't super into the start. That's not because the writing wasn't good, it was. It just didn't vibe with me, I guess.

I hate that Albertalli was trying to convince the readers there was a love triangle between Will and Reid. Mainly because it felt like she was trying to convince us that Will was even an option, Molly barely interacted with him and only thought about him briefly when she was with Reid saying things like she should be thinking about WIll and not Reid. There was zero chemistry between Molloy and Will from their first interaction, yet most of the book tried to convince us she was super into in and that he was an option as a love interest. From her first interaction with Reid, they had chemistry and interacted more. It was clear he was the love interest, and Will was just there for lame reasons.

Aside from that, I love all of the representation in this story. We've got multiple people on the LGBTQ+ spectrum (bi, lesbian, pan, gay). We've got multicultural characters (yay, Mina! She was my favourite character and not because we share the same name). We've got different religions and friend groups. We even got some plus size rep. Love all of that.

However, I'm not sure I'd call this a companion to Love, Simon. Besides having Abby as a side character and a few Simon name drops (and one cameo), there wasn't much that made this a cameo. It was its own book, and I feel it should stand alone. This is not how you'd write a companion. But at least there was more of Abby in the world, so I can't fault the book for that.

Was this my favourite Albertalli book? No. But would I still recommend it? Absolutely. When the book does cute moments, it does them right, and they hit hard. I'm a sucker for cute moments. And I like Molly's voice. She came across well on the page and was fun to read.

Book Review: Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli by A.M. Molloy

Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda

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Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda 〰️

This book is just so wholesome and adorable and filled with cute moments that made me actually laugh out loud. As a member of the LGBTQ+ community, I found it extremely relatable. I thankfully never experience any homophobia with my family and friends, so I can't relate to those aspects, but I can for sure relate to the nerves of coming out for the first time. And the second. And every time after that. (Because sadly coming out is never a one and done thing).

The emails between Simon and Blue were just too cute. I had a similar relationship with someone at that age so it was all very realistic to me. The dialogue in both emails and spoken was great.

I do feel like Nick could have had a bigger role, however. He wasn't in the story much other than to be the straight love interest to a secondary character. I think he was mentioned more than actually present in the story. I would have loved to see Simon hang out with his friends more. He talks about them a lot but he mostly pines over Blue.

Overall, this is a great debut by Albertalli. I've read her later books and love those, and when I realized I haven't read her earlier works (or seen the movie!) I knew I had to get on that. It didn't disappoint.

If you love a cute YA romance with witty banter and a coming out story, this is a great book for you. And if you really loved it, they made a movie! Love, Simon. (I'm glad they made the title shorter because this one was a mouthful). I haven't seen the movie (yet!) but I will soon!

Book Review: And They Lived... by Steven Salvatore by A.M. Molloy

And They Lived...

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And They Lived... 〰️

I cannot praise this book enough. This story was exactly the type of story I love to write. I see a lot of my novel, SOUTH, in this story, from the animation to self-discovery journeys, super cute moments, the real hardships of life and mental health, and excellent characters. This story has it all; it was an honour to read.

I love how healthy all the relationships are in this novel. It's nice to read. And not only are the main characters dynamic and exciting to read, but the side characters are just as flesh-out and entertaining. (And OMG, I love Benny and Rae so much. Can we get a book on them just being the best of friends?)

And who doesn't love a good self-discovery story? I know I do. I've written one! We've got self-discovery with love, a journey of trying to love your body, and a journey of self-discovery regarding gender. And it's all handled very well. (And I'm happy the author included resources for those needing help in the book. There is no shame in seeking help when you need it).

The plot was solid, the cast was perfect, and the ending was *chef's kiss*. I can't recommend this book enough.

The only thing I have negative to say (and this is based on my own experience and is highly nitpicky) is that the animation program Chase attends seems awfully advanced for a first year. I actually went to an art school, studied animation and worked as an animator for years before changing careers. I say this to say that your first year, especially your first month of an animation program, is usually learning about the basics of animation. The program Chase is in and the work he's making sounds more like second-year work rather than first years, let alone the first semester. But maybe animation programs are just different in the US as opposed to Canada, where I went to art school.

That all being said, if you're looking for an excellent queer read, this book is 100% for you.