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Book Review: Yellowface by Rebecca F. Kuang by A.M. Molloy

Yellowface

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Yellowface 〰️

What a wild ride! There were so many good quotes in this book that I agree with.

Though June was a dick most of the time, I still wanted her to succeed. I desperately wanted her to succeed even more with something wholly her own, with no "inspiration" from Athena. She was close to that with her sorta memoir, but then it seems like she never finished it, which is a shame. It would allow her to come clean about everything, all while telling an original and engaging story.

I'm not sure about the ending, however. She says all the things that can happen with her new book, but we don't know for sure if it will even see the light of day.

That said, this book contains a lot of excellent, thought-provoking questions! Should people be able to write people who are not of the same culture and race and tell a story that is not their own lived experience? (Provided it's not plagiarized). June makes an excellent argument about that, though I sadly forgot which page it was on to quote it, but I totally agree with her. Yes, I'm a white woman myself, but that doesn't mean I can't write people of colour (which I have in my novel, SOUTH). If I wrote a story entirely of white people because I'm white, then I'd also get called out for lack of diversity. So, as you can see, this book poses lots of questions in regard to the writing world, in who can write what and why. It's an excellent book for discussion.

Back to the story of Yellowface, yes, June made it her own story, but the idea and the skeleton of the story were Athena's and therein lies the ethical debate. She took the story, a very rough first draft, edited the hell out of it, added to her writing, completely made it her own and used Athena as her biggest inspiration. But it wasn't entirely her work, and thus, she should have credited Athena as a co-author or something. What she did was wrong, but maybe also not. It toes the line of right and wrong (more on the wrong side).

As a writer myself, I love reading about the publishing industry. I feel like this book had great insights into what it's like to be one of the authors who made it big, because not every published author gets a six-figure book deal with potential movie rights and earns out their advance. This book indeed shows the hardships of being an author in general, and I respect that.

I love all the work Kuang put into making this book. It deserves all the recognition it received, and I highly recommend it. Probably an excellent book for some book club debates, too.

Book Review: Verity by Colleen Hoover by A.M. Molloy

Verity

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Verity 〰️

My friend read this book and highly recommended it to me. I hear so many mixed feelings about Hoover online. Some people love her, and others hate her. I'm sure there exist people out there who are indifferent, but I've yet to find them. So, after hearing so much about her and having my friend tell me if I was going to read any of Hoover's books, it should be this one, I picked it up.

Holy shit.

Thank you, friend, for the recommendation! This was one helluva read. I mean, that first chapter, heck, the opening scene was intense and had me hooked from the beginning! I could barely put it down.

I thought for a while Lowen may have been an unreliable narrator, and she is, but having Verity be confirmed to be faking her injuries made me question my own judgment. Turns out Lowen was right all along!

I will say, however, that I get why Verity did what she did; it's a little hard to believe. I mean, she should win an Oscar for her acting. She really sold the catatonic state. Does that make for an interesting story point? Absolutely. Do I buy that it can happen in real life? Not as much. No matter how good an actor you are, that type of injury is hard to fake. But did I suspend my disbelief for the sake of enjoyment? You sure bet I did.

That said, Hoover kept on coming with twists after twist that I didn't see coming. That final letter by Verity. Woah. Did she truly mean it? Or was it a safeguard for later? And will Lowen feel safe with Jeremy knowing he tried to kill Verity multiple times? (I mean, yes, since she watched him actually kill her and is still with him seven months later). But yeah, so much to unpack and though we want these questions answered, I'm glad for the ending Hoover provided.

I'm unsure if I'll end up reading another of Hoover's books. So far, the plots haven't spoken to me. But I will say that I don't think Hoover is a lousy writer. She certainly knows how to tell an engaging story.

Book Review: The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson by A.M. Molloy

The Haunting of Hill House

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The Haunting of Hill House 〰️

I'm not one for classics, but I thought I'd give a modern classic a try. After reading this, I don't think I'm cut out for classics of any era. This book was not for me.

Eleanor's mood is all over the place. She loved Theodora at the start, then she hated her and wanted to watch her die, then she became obsessed with her and never wanted to leave her side.

People keep interrupting people and never let them finish answering the question they asked, and everyone behaves as though they didn't interrupt anyone and ignores the other person talking entirely.

Mrs. Dudley sounds like a German (or foreign, at least) butler. The characters sound like posh British people, always speaking so properly. I know it's the 50s, but they sound like they are in Victorian England to me. And in my head canon, I heard them all speaking with British accents because I thought they were in England, only to find out later from a friend that they were in America. They don't sound American or from the 50s. They speak too properly and use British terms a lot.

Also, spooky things only start happening around 50%, and even then, it's mostly off-screen. They spent most of the book being super afraid and being told the house is evil, but like nothing happened??? And after any "big" spooky thing happens, everyone acts like nothing at all happened in the next scene. Like, y'all aren't gonna talk about the spooky things? Is Eleanor not gonna mention to anyone that she was holding possibly a child's bony hand instead of Theodora's? Or ignore the whole ass house shaking? (Seriously, when anything does happen, the next chapter, they're like having tea or something and don't even discuss the previous night).

(Also, the doctor's wife is kinda a bitch to her husband, and I don't like her. Actually, none of the characters resonated with me. I really hated reading Eleanor's thoughts).

Why did the doctor ask them there if they were going to do absolutely nothing? They just explored the house most of the time doing jackshit. What was the doctor's purpose? Like, yeah, he's doing research and writing a book, but Eleanor, Theodora and even Luke haven't really done anything noteworthy.

Also, I don't get the ending. It just kinda fell flat. Eleanor gets super childish, and I'm not sure what her goal is. Was she possessed? Mental health declining? Who knows. But yeah. They decide to send her away, and in the next chapter, they are all gone, and the book is done. Super anti-climactic for a book that didn't have much going on to begin with. I kept waiting for spooky things to happen, but nothing ever really did.

Maybe if I were into classics, or even modern classics (or born at the time this was published), then maybe I might have liked it. I wouldn't have been spooked by it, but I may have at least enjoyed it.

Book Review: Final Girls by Riley Sager by A.M. Molloy

Final Girls

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Final Girls 〰️

This is my second book by this author, and it will certainly not be the last. I've already ordered two more of Sager's books, and I'm pretty sure he's now going to be an insta-buy for me.

I absolutely love horror movies. Especially ones that include final girls. Halloween, Friday the 13th, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, to name a few. So, I picked up this book on the title alone. (And also because I've read The Last Time I Lied by the same author, which I also loved). While this book isn't anything like those classic horror movies, it still has that element of thriller, mystery and suspense.

We know Sager wants us to figure out what really happened to Quincy during the Pine Cottage incident. Sager tries to make us think Quincy herself was the real killer. But it's too obvious despite all the evidence pointing towards her for most of the read. Then, when we learn about Sam's true identity, the first twist, I was like, Oh my God! It was actually her the whole time! But nope! Sager pulls a fast one, and it was probably obvious to most readers, but it wasn't to me until a chapter or so before the big reveal of who actually committed the Pine Cottage killings. To say I was shocked was an understatement. Love that Tina, despite all her flaws, was actually pretty cool in the end and formed a bond with Quincy.

That being said, I love Sager's writing style. I also love how he breathes life into each character. And the twists! I'm a super big fan of Sager from now on. I think this author is one to watch out for.

Book Review: The Last Time I Lied by Riley Sager by A.M. Molloy

The Last Time I Lied

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The Last Time I Lied 〰️

Two truths and a lie.

One: I loved this book from the very first page.

Two: I didn't see the twists coming (it might be obvious to some, but I'm usually pretty oblivious to these kinds of things).

Three: I wouldn't say I liked this book.

Which is the lie? Did you guess number three? Because it was number three.

I absolutely loved this book, from the three chapters in the second person POV (well written), the big reveal about the girl's disappearance (both sets!), and the writing style. I loved it all. When done correctly, I also love a good unreliable narrator, and Sager delivered on that front.

My only nitpick is the side plot about the asylum. I loved that side plot and thought it was super cool and creepy. But I feel like the ending to that plot was a bit of a letdown. I mean, sure, the girls were found there and it was a perfect murder place, but I don't know. I was expecting something more for some reason. Also, I would have liked to see Emma interact with the campers more. She barely did her job and I'm surprised she didn't get in trouble for that.

Besides that, the story had a very interesting premise that kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time I was reading. I never wanted to put the book down and I love that feeling. This book had everything I didn't know I needed in a book. Some mystery, a bit of horror, a bit of romance, great characters, and great writing.

I think I'll be checking more of Sager's books. As for this one? I highly recommend it.

Book Review: Hunting Adeline by H.D. Carlton by A.M. Molloy

Hunting Adeline

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Hunting Adeline 〰️

Small side rant before I get into my thoughts on the book as a whole. (Okay, not super small).

I think I mentioned this in my review of the first book, but this issue has been ramped up in the second book. Zade is the most hypocritical character I've ever read. Yes, he loves Addie, and I see his love and he can be a genuinely great guy to have as your boyfriend (if you look past all his "bad" stuff). But for someone who kills people for a living, because those people raped and tortured other people, you'd think he'd take his own advice. Yes, those people he killed were monsters and this isn't the type of story where we judge a character for taking the law into their own hands. But he does the exact same things to Addie, someone who has now been a victim of extreme trauma herself. (Also, I don't care how much the book tries to make it seem not so, but Addie 100% was kidnapped and put into human trafficking because of Zade and his obsession over her). Zade is always saying she is safe with him and that she's not with the monsters anymore, yet he still screws her without her consent (although she's into it, so I guess it's consensual?). He stalked her. He forced her to love him. He marked her with a knife. He's done basically everything her captors did to her, but because he loves her, it's now okay? Yeah, sure.

Not to mention he kills people just for even looking at her wrong. (Granted, it's "justified" now because those people end up being bad people, but still). Yes, she loves him in the end, but he leaves her no choice. Stockholm syndrome, much? I know he wanted her to love him as he is (which she does), but he didn't treat her better than the people who raped her most of the time. She was basically his personal human sex toy.

I know a lot of people like Zade, and as a character, I do too, but he's not a good guy and if he were real, he should be in jail and not someone to root for. I feel like I have more to say but it's probably going to be repetitive, so I'll end my rant here.

That being said, I really did enjoy this book. It's problematic af, but we knew that going in. Was it as good as the first book and Satan's Affair? No. But the part one of the book was a gripping read. I really felt like I was held captive in a human trafficking ring. Part two, however, was just okay. I'm glad Addie survived and, over months, was able to deal a bit more with her PTSD. But the search for the bad guys in the book dragged a bit.

Not going to lie; Sibby was the best part of part two. I genuinely enjoyed it every time she was on screen. Even had a few good chuckles.

Speaking of Sibby, I don't like how this book ended. It ended on a weird cliffhanger by introducing a new character right in the last chapter, and in the epilogue that follows, she's been gone with this random character that we still don't know much about. Zade was looking for her for like a page or so and then it's just smut with Addie until the end. I feel like I'm missing something. Does this mean a third book is in the works or another spinoff with Sibby? Who knows.

All in all, though this book has its faults (we knew this going into it), I still enjoyed the read. I just wish Zade thought more with his heart and not his dick.

Book review: Haunting Adeline by H.D. Carlton by A.M. Molloy

Haunting Adeline

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Haunting Adeline 〰️

Well, this book made me see things in a way I didn't think I ever would. I picked it up because a friend told me about it, and it sounded interesting. I read Satan's Affair first, and I love that we get to see that mini-story again, but from Zade's perspective. It was short but cool. You don't need to have read Satan's Affair in order to understand this story, especially as it was such a small part of the grand scheme of things, but I will admit it enhanced the reading experience. (Plus, I enjoyed the little novella).

There were basically two stories going on at once. Well, three, if you count the stalking part before Adeline and Zade made contact. We have Adeline trying to solve the murder of her great-grandma, Gigi. While interesting, this plot point wasn't the main focus, in my opinion. The really interesting part was Zade's storyline. He truly is a hero for what he does, even if he goes about it in, let's say, an interesting way.

At first, you wonder how Zade can be so passionate about saving women and children from the horrors of sex trafficking and not wanting to do anything to them other than get them to safety, yet at the same time be willing to stalk and assault Adeline because he's super attracted to her. I mean, yes, it's sort of consensual as she's into the non-consensual stuff, so in a way, it does make it consensual? I dunno. It's weird. But when we read from Zade's perfection, somehow it all makes sense and we root for him even though he's the bad guy (yet also the good guy?) This book really makes you question your own morals.

Side note, though I don't mind reading smut so smutty it may as well be porn, I do wish the author stopped using the word "juices" so often. That was kind of a turn-off for me; not gonna lie. Took away any sexiness the scene had as it was more gross than anything.

Also, don't get me started on both MCs having a major cliffhanger. Guess I need to get reading on book two now because what can I say? This may be a dark read, but it's a helluva interesting one.

Book Review: A Court of Silver Flames by Sarah J. Maas by A.M. Molloy

A Court of Silver Flames

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A Court of Silver Flames 〰️

Not gonna lie, when I heard that this story was to be told from Nestsa and Cassians POV (and in third person, a switch from the other books), I wasn't sure how I felt about it. I didn't really want a book about the side characters, y'know? But having read this book, I can say for a fact that I want more of Nesta and Cassian. I can also say that this story was meant to be told for them. I think the first three books in this series were meant to be a trilogy as they ended perfectly. The fourth book was a nice little bridge and gave us our last farewell of Feyre's POV. And this final book, well now we're starting new stories in this universe and I for one am all here for me. (I head there is going to be a sixth book. No word yet on whose POV it will be from, but I do hope for more Nesta).

Actually, I really enjoyed Feyre. But I 100% enjoyed Nesta's story more. This story was about healing and self-discovery (with lots of spicy romance in between. Not gonna lie, when I read the spicy bits I was at work during a downtime and was glad this was in written form and not something I was watching on Netflix because it was basically porn in written form).

Nesta was such an interesting character. I didn't care much for her before in other books, but seeing her POV, I understand her now. I see why she acted the way she did and I empathized with her. I enjoyed watching her grow a character and I can't wait to see more. (Cassian was great, too, but now Nesta is my new favourite. They're super cute together, too).

I absolutely loved watching her become such close friends with Emerie and Gwyn (and the House, too, if I'm being honest). They all trauma bonded, but also helped heal each other. Are they all truly okay after what happened to them? Not at all. But they will get through it together. Found family is awesome.

I felt all the emotions reading this book. It had me feel the debts of Nesta's depression as if it were my own. It had me grin wildly when Nesta found joy over friendship and love. From low to high I felt it all and I love that.

All in all, if this series truly ended with this book, I will be happy for it had the perfect ending. If it continues, I won't be mad. Unless Maas ruins it somehow. But if you loved the ACOTAR series, you'll be sure to thoroughly this book.